Bats & Butterflies

Oh, what you’ve got, you’ve got to give, oh
What is it that makes you live oh
What you see is what you get oh
What makes you get out of bed oh

This bond isn’t common
I’m just happy it exists
Because we don’t trust much
And we built our defenses

I managed to drop mine a couple of times
I thought I saw you
Wasn’t you, nevermind
Our defences are connected now
Bats and butterflies

Hey, hey, hey
One lays down and one stays up
One’s in light and one’s in dark
One brings moon and one brings sun
They both meet at dusk or dawn
A black man got the blood of the white man
A gay man got the rights of a straight man
Youth is green and fresh like grass
Youth is blind, but I don’t care

Now tell me, my love, how am I coming through?
Coming through
I’m trying to keep my spark alive for you
Alive for you

Bats and butterflies
What you’ve got, you’ve got to give oh
What is it that makes you live oh
What you see is what you get oh
What makes you get out of bed oh

Tell me are we born friends or are we born to fight?
But I don’t wanna fight my own kind so
The stronger can help the weak
And in return the weak shall rise again

There is a bond connecting us all
Connected by love
Bats and butterflies

Broken Today

Sometimes I feel like I just wanna go back
But I don’t wanna do that for real, now do I?
Sometimes I feel like I just wanna go back
But there’s nothing to go back to

Sometimes I feel like everything was simpler back then
But come to think of it, it really wasn’t
Sometimes it’s just the speed of the life
That gets me on my knees

I’m, I’m feeling broken today

Well well
Well well
I keep looking for a reason today

Well well
Well well
I keep looking within me to navigate me outside

I’m, I’m feeling broken today

I’m gon’ find it was only monday
Another week starting and I got no bread

I’m gon’ find it was only tuesday
And I stayed inside ‘cause it poured rain all day

I’m gon’ find it was only wednesday
And I got in a fight with my girl, well that’s that

I’m gon’ find it was only thursday
And I sat to write but I had no pen

I’m gon’ find it was only friday
And my fomo hit ‘cause I had nothing planned

I’m gon’ find it was only saturday
And I had the blues ‘cause I was a lazy ass

I’m gon’ find it was only sunday
And the whole week passed and I don’t even know when

Carpet Road

Wish I would find new way to
Start a conversation
‘Cause now it’s getting kinda hard to meet the expectations
That you set to be but never gave a solid explanation
I was always me because I always had an admiration
For the worlds within me that I love with every bone
I’ll meet you at the end of this long and winding road
And there’s a price we’ve got to pay for when we grow we slowly die
Nothing left to do than wipe the dust and say goodbye to the
Life you’ve lived before
Now it’s time to grow

Yeah yeah we all change as the life goes
Yeah yeah we all change as the life goes
By
Bye

Wish I could keep all my memories
All the smells and eerie stories that we told by the fire burning low
I still remember how my sisters held my hand when I was lost
How I held my father’s hand when he cried tears ’cause of divorce
Wish I would stay this young for a long long time
Hope I’ll say I did it all but you know that there’s a price we’ve got to pay
But now let’s thank we’re all alive
Love yourself the way that you’d want to be loved cause the
Life you’ve lived before
Is gone it’s time to grow

Yeah yeah we all change as the life goes
Yeah yeah we all change as the life goes
By
Oh Bye

I won’t ever grow I’ll always
Drive on carpet road in my head
I won’t ever grow I’ll always
Drive on carpet road in my head

Roads don’t ever crack
On carpet road
Streets don’t ever fade
On carpet road
I remain the same
On carpet road
Times they always pass
Now its time to grow

Yeah yeah we all change as the life goes
Yeah yeah we all change as the life goes
By
Bye

I won’t ever grow I’ll always
Drive on carpet road in my head
I won’t ever grow I’ll always
Drive on carpet road in my head

Changes

Bought a pack of cigarettes
only smoked two of them
got that pain in my head
got that pain in my chest

We were kids when we met
It was all different then
And the world going round
What’s the latest word of mouth?

Changes, changes all around me
I don’t know if I should stay or runaway
Changes, changes all around me
I remember David said turn and face the strange
and i wonder where I’m gonna end after it all

When I look to the east
Spirits cry to say the least
When I look to the west
I got that pain in my chest

Some summer night in June
I’ll be good and say to you
What I feel, how I care
But you’ll be gone, far away

Changes, changes all around me
I don’t know if I should stay or runaway
Changes, changes all around me
I remember David said turn and face the strange
And i wonder where I’m gonna end after it all

Is there something I can take with me?
To remember what it used to be
In this new age I wanna be
Nothing new, it’s still the old me

Changes, changes all around me
I don’t know if I should stay or runaway
Changes, changes all around me
I remember David said turn and face the strange
And I wonder where I’m gonna end after it all
Yeah I wonder where I’m gonna end after it all

Crying To A Slow Tune (feat. flou~)

Tonight I’m gonna stay in
I’ve got deep cleaning to do in my head
It’s almost end of June so it’s the season of stranger nights
I’ve been in my head, I’ve been stuck there
I’ve been in my head I can’t find a way out

Ooh something broke loose
I can’t tighten it again
Without you

Every song sounds the same when I think of you
Every song hurts a little more with every repeat
And I think about you
Wonderin’ what you been up to
And I’m all alone, crying to a slow tune
Crying to a slow tune
Crying to a slow tune
Crying to a slow tune

Oh to master detachment
And though I’m rooted in my truth
I look for you in every room
Ooh am I a traitor in disguise?
See the lover behind the door half open
Knowing what’s in front of you might get stolen

Will you write me a letter like you said you would?
Will we write a song like we said we would?
[And I think about you, wonderin’ what you been up to]
What happened to all the things we said we would do?
[And I’m all alone, crying to a slow tune]
Crying to a slow tune
Crying to a slow tune
Crying to a slow tune

East

When the sun goes down in the east
When the sun goes down in the east
You know you’ve gotta
You know you’ve gotta run from it

If I listen it’s really just sirens
In the news is a minute of silence
It’s time for me to count all my sins
Something’s wrong I feel it in the weather
Sky is darkened in the city of nether and it
Tells me something’s off
Just listen

When the sun goes down in the east
When the sun goes down in the east
You know you’ve gotta
You know you’ve gotta run from it

Oh when the darkness comes
We cross our hands and we pray to god
But my faith lies deep inside
It’s cold outside I’ve got a frozen smile and
There is no place to hide
I can hear the signs that the winds blew loud and
There’s something in the air
And the smell of rain says I should’ve ran
´Cause something’s bound to happen now

When the sun goes down in the east
When the sun goes down in the east
You know you’ve gotta
You know you’ve gotta run from it

Flying South

If this was a chapter in a book I’d call it lost found
I’m getting lost in the sound
of a dying wave incoming onto sandy shores of life
the never-ending strife

I’ve been flying all the way to the south
in my head in my mind
I’ve been waving to the old a goodbye
for some time oh my my

Still life

If this was a movie being played out in the open sun I’d watch it all at once
and in goes the scene in which the sandy shores of life get soaked
just the first time being born

And I’ve been flying all the way to the south
in my head in my mind
I’ve been waving to the old a goodbye
for some time oh my my

Still life

If you let me go I’ll be sure to let you know
all the latest news and gossips too
If you let me go I’ll be sure to miss you too
but I’m a black sheep baby you know what I gotta do

I’ve been flying all the way to the south
in my head in my mind
I’ve been waving to the old a goodbye
for some time oh my my

Still life

Good Liar

I don´t know what´s the deal with me
I like to lie, it´s a thrill to me
I know it´s messed up
Bt´s usually just the smallest things
But oh my god it´s so f* good

I don´t know why it´s so much fun
A good liar till the day I die
I don´t mind
Everyone that is close to me
Don´t believe a single thing I say

Well that´s the price I pay
That´s okay I´ll take it anyway
It´s too fun
I know my mum is just fed up with it
But sorry mum I just cannot stop

Well now whatcha gonna do?
Am I telling you the lie or truth?
Well now better think about
What you think is true and what is false

I was only playing games
You know I like to lie
Please honey don’t be mad
It’s just a different kinda fun
I can’t explain
I can’t explain

I could be anything you please
I could anyone you need oh girl
Don’t you see al the positives?
Everybody lies, it’s crystal clear

All the parents playing peek-a-boo
Where they at?
I don´t have a clue
Now there you go
I was right they were faking it
And Santa isn´t real they made him up

Okay I get it it´s not too fair
When I lie straight to your face
Okay I get why you get mad
I know how you feel
I´m being for real

Well now whatcha gonna do?
Am I telling you the lie or truth?
Well now better thing about
What you think is true and what is false

I was only playing games
You know I like to lie
Please honey don´t be mad
It´s just a different kind of fun
I can´t explain
I can´t explain

I was only playing games
You know I like to lie
Please honey don´t be mad
It´s just a different kind of fun
I can´t explain
I can´t explain

Sorry I lied
But I´ll probably do it again

Good Time

Waking up everyday is so strange,
you never know what the day is gonna be like.
Will it start with me falling out of bed?
Will I get something put on my back?
Randomize everything I might do
Too scared of walking in circles.
Some days I wake up like shit,
Some days I wake up feeling alright.

I know I will get it right,
But tonight I’m dumb
I just wanna let go.
Call me you’re always so much fun
Yeah we’ve got it good,
I wish we’d stay this young.

Goin out gonna have a good time,
Get your phone and wait for me to call you.
Summers pass so fast I wonder why
Probably ‘cause I don’t close my eyes at nighttime

I know I will get it right,
But tonight I’m dumb
I just wanna let go.
Call me you’re always so much fun
Yeah we’ve got it good,
I wish we’d stay this young.

Come on now
Come and have a good time
Close your eyes
Come-a come-a get some

I Follow
I follow
In dark alleyways the souls that are hollow
I follow
The shadows that have been desperate for sorrow
I follow
When blood becomes thick the life becomes shallow
I follow
The world that I’m in is covered in shadows

But oh
If there’s nothing left
Then I’ll move
Somewhere else
I need to
Keep it moving
Need to keep it moving
Need to know
That it’s never safe
Where I follow
 
I follow
But sometimes the sun is down for too long
I get tired too I wanna sleep like you
I wanna rest in peace I wanna turn off too
But I follow
Never at rest your sleep I might borrow
I follow
By shadows I’m cursed demone del solo

But oh
If there’s nothing left
Then I’ll move
Somewhere else
I need to
Keep it moving
Need to keep it moving
Need to know
That it’s never safe
Where I follow

What will I follow if there’s nothing left?
Who will I know if there’s no one there?
How will I know if it’s night or day?
Oh where will I go when I’ve been everywhere? I said
What will I follow if there’s nothing left?
Who will I know if there’s no one there?
How will I know if it’s night or day?
Oh where will I go when I’ve been everywhere?

I follow
In dark alleyways the souls that are hollow
I follow
The shadows that have been desperate for sorrow
I follow
When blood becomes thick the life becomes shallow
I follow
The world that I’m in is covered in shadows
In 321

She used her dry shampoo, that makes her hair look grey
Then she asked me if I’d love her with wrinkles on her face
I would, I would, I think I’d love her even more
‘Cause they show, she’s lived through something
Lived through something, damn
Haven’t we all?

Sometimes wanna jump real high
And never come down, never come down
But then who would believe I was up in the clouds
If I didn’t have you with me?
Jump in 321

Wait up for me
I don’t wanna do it alone
This life
Wanna share it with you
My love, my love it keeps on growing for you
I’m seeing blue skies over our heads
I want you everyday
I want you everyday

She bought a pair of shoes, that match her wit and blues
Then she asked me to watch her enter in the room
I will, I will, I think I’d watch her anytime
‘Cause she knows, she’s got that something
Got that something
She’s got it all

Sometimes wanna get real loud
And scream like they do, when they’re fresh out of fucks
I hold my composure and I fix me everytime
I try to do better but
Scream in 321

Wait up for me
I don’t wanna do it alone
This life
Wanna share it with you
My love, my love it keeps on growing for you
I’m seeing blue skies over our heads
I want you everyday
I want you everyday

In Clouds

If we’re all just floating
What do we call those
That are sinking all the
Time sinking far down?

There was a time
When I was just alive
But being alive
Doesn’t mean you’re living
To give an advice
I’ll only say
Live in clouds
And rain down down down
Like thunder

If the ground below us
Melts in summer sun
Will we just fall far down
Or will we stay afloat?

Up here in the clouds
You coat yourself in wool (oh it’s so soft and warm)
And when it’s time
For you to go back down
You don’t want to go (I won’t go)
I understand (I won’t go)
You live in clouds (I live here)
And sometimes it’s hard to rain down
Like thunder

There was a time
When I was just alive
But being alive
Doesn’t mean you’re living
To give an advice
I’ll only say
Live in clouds
And rain down down down
Like thunder

Into The Stream

It’s an endless cycle i know
It’s an endless river run the shoreline
It’s an endless stream of thought
When we all get together
It’s an endless stream of blood
It’s an endless world of the spirits floating above
It’s an endless energy field
It’s an endless life to be given

Oh to be wild like the trees
Oh to be swimming in the sea
Oh to be eating ripe grapes
Oh to be falling from the skies
Into the stream again

It’s an endless stream inside
It’s an endless river, flood the cities now
Just like that creature that’s blind
Just like that preacher that gave up on god
It’s an endless chase through the corn
It’s an endless maze filled with fog, getting lost
Just like that wolf that got bit
Just like those gifts we got rid of

Oh to be wild like a beast
Oh to be cured of bellyache
Oh to have a friend give a hand
Oh to be crying from the heart
Into the stream again

Icy Tongues
Expectations I’m
Full of expectations
I can’t wait
I can’t wait
My temptations
My temptations seem to pour like rain
Just like rain
‘Cause all I need
Is to feel
 
Icy tongues, burning bodies
I feel love, now ain’t it funny
How we found ourselves right where we want to be?
Oh our icy tongues, they bring the heat
Oh they bring the heat
 
Come on closer
Come a little closer, you look so good
Our lips are close in reach now
I can’t take it anymore
I feel your breath
‘Cause all I Need
Is to Feel
 
Icy tongues, burning bodies
I feel love, ain’t it funny
Just how we found ourselves right where we want to be?
Oh our icy tongues, yeah they bring the heat
Lowpass x Raylab

I don’t wanna lie no more
kept all in my chest but
yea u gotta know when you’re done
My cup is pretty full it’s almost leaking
This the season

I tried it
I tried digging graves for the pain
I seen it
I seen a friend lost in the haze
Numb face don’t equal no emotions
dumb face in the mirror of the washroom
wandering the backroom

I know it’s wrong but
I keep sliding back to my worst

Ooh Ooh I was getting high on the weekend
Sun is set and we’re getting even

You’ve ben running through the night yea
hidden in the shadows creeping
You’ve been going nonstop no sleeping
speedin at the red light it’s beepin
Got a hard time coming home
and u get the feeling that you know
it all but u never really know it all do ya?
You’re just another soul on the road

Highs and lows but u always wanna be on top
Paracetamol you’re getting lost in time and

I need a time out nobody here knows me
Morning and my head doing cartwheels
I might be feeling kinda sorry
This here is a looping story

I know it’s wrong but
I keep sliding back to my worst

Ooh Ooh I was getting high on the weekend
Sun is set and we’re getting even

My God I need a hand to hold
My God I need lens for my eyes
My God I put it all onto you
My God I know it’s wrong but
I keep sliding back to my worst

Ooh Ooh I was getting high on the weekend
Sun is set and we’re getting even

My God I need a hand to hold
My God I need lens for my eyes
My God I put it all onto you
didn’t I my God?
I tried to cover the truth

Mind Act (feat. Kriss Krimm)

How do I keep making her cry?
I thought that I’ve been good
Askin’ if I could stay a while
but I’m always off too soon
Some nights sleeping alone
head in the piano keys
Some nights walking on home
needing the company
How do I keep circlin’ around
somebody stop the loop
I just feel like it’s all too much
and I don’t know what to do
Now I’m tryna get high
so I can get some relief
One of these days i might pack up light
and gtf out of here

Could you make my mind act right if i would let you in you in there?

Feels so close but you’re out of my reach and I cannot recall your smell ooh I
Tend to get lost, overdosed on my thoughts and they’re the kind that is hard to share

How do we go to the next round?
step by step day by day
You don’t seem to care much about me
that is how you behave
Never pick up the phone
when I need you the most
Now I am out in the town
but certainly not alone

Could you make my mind act right if i would let you in you in there?

Feels so close but you’re out of my reach and I cannot recall your smell ooh I
Tend to get lost, overdosed on my thoughts and they’re the kind that is hard to share

I been feeling lost, yeah feeling so low
I hooked you on my mojo 
We were pretty cool right from the get go
it’s alright

Feels so close but you’re out of my reach and I cannot recall your smell ooh I
Tend to get lost, overdosed on my thoughts and they’re the kind that is hard to share

Prime

She’s still so young and in her prime
Dry her eyes
I don’t have nowhere left to hide
Shed every coat let her peak inside
I don’t mind
Through all the tears and sleepless nights

I think we are gonna be alright

Like Zara said follow no-one but you
You’ve gotta try to find the truth
I guess you never know which way to go
You’re talking to yourself, a holy war
Sometimes we join our hands
Fall on our knees and start to pray

I think we are gonna be alright

I know I let you down sometimes but honey
You know it’s hard to find peace of mind
But if you wanna go far far away
Let me grab my bag and catch the first train
I’ll call my sis to water my plants
I’m down for the ride

I think we are gonna be alright

Question Everything

Well, this is what it looks like
I’ve been out of my head
I feel dead inside
See I’ve been trying to talk way too much

I don’t think love enough
I don’t know it’s something inside
I’ve got too many things on my mind

It’s not your fault
It’s not my fault
It’s something more
It’s something

I don’t know what it is
I don’t know what it is
But can you not blame me for all of it?
When it goes down we had a good didn’t we?
I mean I’ve been with you for so long
I forgot how I feel all alone

I’ve been meaning to tell you
I’ve got so many things on my mind
I don’t know which way to go I’m lost inside

There’s something about this love
That makes me question
Question everything yeah

Red Light
She’s living in the past
‘Cause the future’s gone
She gets so high
And then she falls down every time
She sold her soul
Dancing on a pole
She got dirty eyes
Laid upon her every night
And now

Red light shining and she knows
She’s so much better than she shows
No one there to guide her
Oh she doesn’t like the way life goes
She says

Mhm
The red light took my
Innocence and I
Never got it back
 
She never had the chance
To choose where she stands
She’s been thrown into the cold and
Told exactly how to please the world

Red light shining and she knows
She’s so much better than she shows
No one there to guide her
Oh she doesn’t like the way life goes
She says

Mhm
The red light took my
Innocence and I
Never got it back
 
If her mother knew
If her father knew
They would do nothing
Oh they never met

Red light shining and she knows
She’s so much better than she shows
No one there to guide her
Oh she doesn’t like the way life goes
Rice Crackers

Dream about bread but I’m eating rice crackers out the package
Stayin’ up late, workin’ in the studio more than I can manage
Walking home feeling like a ghost the city’s asleep now
1am 2am 3am starting to blur now
Street lights flickering two cop cars on a patrol and I take the right turn home
I’m cold
zip.

Dream about bread, but I’m eating rice crackers out the package yeah
She dream about herself, she got a picture in her mind and she’s trying hard to paint it
Dream about wealth
bottom of the barrel I remember when we couldn’t even buy bread
now I get my own bread
and you know what they say
You’re a slave to the money if you let it
if you’re not made of stone
then you better not show at all
like my father used to say
you’ll get some scratches along the way
just remember that son

I’ve seen bad people with a lotta money
I’ve seen good people with a lotta nothing
I know that’s gotta be a mirror of something yeah
I’ve seen good guys tryna get worse
I’ve seen bad guys tryna get better
I know that’s gotta be a mirror of something
gotta be a mirror 
gotta be a mirror of something

Dream about bread but I’m eating rice crackers out the package
Stayin’ up late, workin’ in the studio more than I can manage
Walking home feeling like a ghost the city’s asleep now
1am 2am 3am starting to blur now
Street lights flickering two cop cars on a patrol and I take the right turn home
I’m cold
zip.

River

You can find me in the river holding on
You can see the light, you can see my bones
My Bones
Green moss building up
On the cross, lift me up higher
Higher

You get nowhere without a soul there waiting for you
You get nowhere without a soul there waiting for you

Give me just a minute to cleanse me
Give me just a second to ease my mind
Take me off-side

Give me just a minute to repent here
Give me just a second to reflect on my life
Got a lot on my heart
I told ya

You get nowhere without a soul there waiting for you
You get nowhere without a soul there waiting for you

I am only hanging on by a little thread
It’s about 2.8 milimiter wide
Hope you’re in for a ride with me

Sad Poems
I really love you
I think you know me well
We can really hit it off when
I mean all the things I say
When you’re not all in your head
I’m sorry for breaking your heart
 
I’m trynna find comfort in disguise
I’m trynna find truth in all my lies
Find me dancing with the stars
Coming home late
You’re asleep
We don’t speak
You leave me paper notes
So now I read
 
Sad poems in the reader’s park
Sad songs in that writer’s mind
I feel lost like I’ve gone and never came back
Watcha said to me babe
Can’t recognize my breath
I’m busy losing my mind over you

It’s july and I’m up to no no good
In time I’ll make it all up to you
Lovebirds all fled when i asked of her
In smoke with people i never knew
When you look at me can you see right through
Like you used to do
 
I’m trynna find comfort in demise
I’m trynna find truth in crooked lines
Catch me falling with the stars
My eyes don’t drip no
Tears I hold back
We don’t speak
You leave me paper notes
So now I read
 
Sad poems in the reader’s park
Sad songs in that writer’s mind
I feel lost like I’ve gone and never came back
Watcha said to me babe
Can’t recognize my breath
I’m busy losing my mind over you

Over you

We’re slowly slippin’ into melancholy
Is it too late to save what we built
We’re slowly slippin’ into melancholy
Is it too late, is it too late honey?
Season Of Longing

Well…If you ever think that you need me
it’s just the season of longing, my dear
I’ve been running with wolves
I’ve been pushing all my pulls

I always get by
I always get by still
I should be a lot more like Earn
try to right my wrongs before I burn out

It’s always too late
I find a way to snooze it out
Never too soon
I let it grow way too wild

It’s on me, it’s on me baby
I feel , I feel half crazy
I been growin up, heavy the head circlin’
seasonal change, growin’ my back big
and “never” turns to maybe

Feels like a new day
seasons change
I don’t care if god made it or if I made it
I’m nominated for the survivor of another day
And that’s good enough for me
I don’t know what to be
I feel like i’m really trynna be
Something i’m not even meant to be
or it’s just this hard…

It’s always too late
I find a way to snooze it out
Never too soon
I let it grow way too wild

It’s on me, it’s on me baby
I feel , I feel half crazy
I been growin up, heavy the head circlin’
seasonal change, growin’ my back big
and “never” turns to maybe

Serpentines

Like an alien like an alien
In my home state but my mind’s set – go and get
With love in my heart
With pain in my scars

I keep the steps short
I make sure i move forth
Just like the Stresemann’s Bristlefront
I feel connected to the inner worth

Like a mannequin like a mannequin
When the camera go off
Middle finger in the frame again
Raised poor so I’m tryna get better
You know what they say rise shine and get cheddar

I keep the steps short
I make sure i move forth
Just like the Stresemann’s Bristlefront
I feel connected to the inner worth

Reading books in the window
Sun on my back
Getting lost in the page
I start again
Sitting on the edge, that’s so like me
Jump the yellow pages like an acrobat
Reading books in the window of a studio flat
Strum a jazz chord in my ear
My money goes like nascar, i can’t even see it
Serpentines in my mind, are they ever gonna Straighten? Maybe never

It go like one two three I got
Serpentines in my mind

Shivers (Jinx)

Oh well something’s happenin’
But I am not quite sure I know what it is
Oh well something is going on
But I am not quite sure I can handle it

And I notice a pattern forming, looping story
Feel an old habit biting, pushing through it
All of my worlds colliding
I feel something wicked coming my way

Look at me I am shiverin’ bad
Achin’ looking for a way out
Faced myself yet I faced no one

Stuck high and dry
Whatever comes next I’m down
Any other day I might’ve gone out with only a bruise or a frown

Today is the day
My wall comes crashing down
Any other day I might’ve stayed longer but I wanna move right out

Got it now, some kinda jinx
I caught it on a rainy night
Now some kinda jinx sendin’
Hhivers down my spine

Look at me I am shiverin’ bad
Achin’ looking for a way out
Faced myself yet I faced no one

And now I got
Shivers down my spine

Sierra

Hope I dream about an apricot
bet it’s warm in Santa Monica
Got up late, yeah my girl made that morning stretch
Check the sun ‘cause I avoid the screen
Wifi bars shit that’s so fitting
Got me running round in stripes
man I thought I was free

Sierra all around me
I find that half life boring
It’s all good i just worry
Please don’t you say that I need it
Sierra all around you
Your house your shoes your head too
Make sure you check your cable
Please don’t you say you don’t need it

Hanging down from an apple tree
little boy run and chase the wind
stealing ciggies from my gran
but they were just no fun
Hanging out in the garden shade
I smell the grass I lay in the hay
Let your phone die
throw the charger in a lake

Sierra all around me
I find that half life boring
It’s all good i just worry
Please don’t you say that I need it
Sierra all around you
Your house your shoes your head too
Make sure you check your cable
Please don’t you say you don’t need it

We didn’t know what we would get 
‘Cause when life gives you lemons
you take what you get
and it’s not like you don’t care,
it’s a habit of making something good of something bad

Sierra all around me
I find that half life boring
It’s all good i just worry
Please don’t you say that I need it
Sierra all around you
Your house your shoes your head too
Make sure you check your cable
Please don’t you say you don’t need it

Sorrow Is A Deep Well

At a midnight hour I can’t help from crying
And when the morning comes I pick me up again

Although my skin is thick I let a tear roll down my cheek
I tell myself: “As always, it’ll pass”

The sorrow that I’ve got in me is a deep well
I swim in it, floating away

And I know that sadness comes and sadness goes

I welcome any pain and let it shape me better than I can

The Hardest Pill To Swallow

All in my head lost, I feel like a renegade
Jumping the fence now, I know it is never late
Shoot my shot and it goes back to where it came from
Just my luck I see myself through the peephole

Yeah yeah I got no rules
I do whatever floats my boat
You tell me ‘bout
The hardest pill to swallow
But I’m not listening at all

All in my head lost, fine, I don’t care anyway
Sleeping all through the night, I don’t stay wide awake
Just my luck I met a man swimming in gold and cash
Suicidal cause the wealth could never numb the pain
But money moves the world
So we’re making money moves now

Yeah yeah I got no rules
I do whatever floats my boat
You tell me ‘bout
The hardest pill to swallow
But I’m not listening at all

Which pill is the hardest to swallow?
Answer’s in poetry, Phoebus Apollo
The act is cheap and the talk is shallow
Which pill is the worst for you?

I’m not talking ’bout quaaludes or Xannys or ems
Prejudice in pills, fear in the gels
Are you one with the the upper man?
Are you one with the higher self?

See I used to think that i’ve got no religion
But then i found out that i’m one with religion
I used to think
Why did I bother?

I don’t cross my hands I don’t bruise my knees
I just close my eyes and I let it be
I am meditating in the afternoon
There is nothing that I gotta prove

If you wanna see something you’ve never seen before
Then just find it in the darkness where it’s waiting to be known
If you wanna go somewhere you haven’t been before
Then just let go of your body and then fall into void

This Life

Hold your breath when the waters rise
Yeah you know that they always do
Hold on tight when the water’s high
This life, this life Imma care for you
This life, this life Imma care for

Row your boat when the storm is through
Yeah you know that it always stops
Feel that sun shining on you too
This life, this life Imma pray for you
This life, this life Imma pray for

Watch the grass as it sways
Watch the river flow to the sea
Just like that you can feel
This life, this life Imma breathe in deep
This life, this life Imma breathe in

Time Of Gemini

When spring came, it took me out of shade
got me feeling good again
Sun dripping of the window pane
birds chirping, summer’s one call away
Mmm blooming begins yeah
Hope you can feel it ah

Some things that she did before
feel a lot different with another boy
Some things that i did again
feel a lot better now that spring began

In the time of gemini
I like to think I love you right

When spring came, it took me out of blue
tan lines underneath the swim suit
I don’t see how this could get bad, I mean
Skin warm and flowers in the hair

Some things that she hid before
now lay out in the open like it’s marigolds
Some things that I did again
feel a lot better when I’m not in pain

In the time of gemini
I like to think i love you right

Back and forth
in my mind all the time
that’s alright
You and me fight then we make love
in one night
I’m not trying to be someone that I’m not
I’ll care for you when you don’t care for me
I’ll always be hiding in your memories
Back and forth

Underdog

Yes I’ve got a bad reputation, but I
love to have this strong inclination to be the underdog

‘Cause you know how it goes
you get high you get low
stay inside within the law
everybody’s trying to own you

I grew so tired of the system
I seen it turning people into zombies
I drop low 
You follow
you follow me

You drop low
I follow
I follow you

Yes I’ve got a bad reputation, but I
love to have this strong inclination to be the underdog

What If x Raylab

What if I didn’t care about a dime?
Would my mind be lighter would the pain subside?Another day another try,
let’s do it one more time

Woke up chose chilling
felt my head hit the ceiling
I don’t mind, I go higher
pay the big man a visit
Ask him what he means
I’ll find out in a minute

Don’t wake me up don’t wake me up
I’m asleep don’t wake me up
fill my mind with whats and whys

What if I, what if I, what if I
dot my tees and cross my eyes
dalmatian man, I don’t know why

What if I went through that door to the other side behind the wall
Another day another try
let’s do it one more time

Woke down chose falling
it’s the same old story
I don’t mind, I go lower
pay the bad man a visit
ask him what he means I”ll find out in a minute

Sound on, sound off
get right, get wrong
I know, I know 
For sure, for sure

What if I, what if I, what if I
dot my tees and cross my eyes
dalmatian man, I don’t know why

Where Is My Kind

I’m looking for my kind,
I can’t be the only one
so where are you friends?Although it isn’t fair
it happens anyway
that a man is born out of place so I’m

I’m looking for that place
where they meet themselves with grace
and not with just a wave
Although it isn’t easy
I will find it even
if it’s near the end of space

So where is my kind
I know I’m not the only one
Where is my kind to make me complete

I wanna fill a hole
that is right there in my soul
I don’t wanna be alone no more
And maybe you could help
if you’d point me the right way
that you think that I should go
And my girl is great
and I love her so
but we both need friends
I wanna have my friends
I hope someone can relate
I’m just trying to find a few

So where is my kind
Are you somewhere I won’t go?
Where is my kind is all I want to know

I know that I belong somewhere
I know that I belong
I know they miss me when I’m not there
I know but they don’t know

Where is my kind where is it?
Where is my kind where is it?
Where is my kind where is it?
Where is my kind?

Wish It Wasn't So

Cut to me sippin’ black tea with milk and honey
Sitting in the kitchen looking out the window thinking
Wish i was a poppy seed or an ant in an anthill
A part of something

I’ve been looking back like an old man on his youth
All my life i ran away seeking solitude
It’s hard for me to satisfy my lust for everything
I wish i was a poppy seed

But I wish it wasn’t so
I’m only good at letting go

Sometimes I take a look at the sky
and I catch myself wondering what it’s like to fly
Baby told me that I think too much
and i just can’t deny ‘cause I know that she’s right

But I wish it wasn’t so
I’m only good at letting go

Zexy
Oh oh my I know what you like
When I walk walk by
I see you shy

Hi here I go again
Here I go again
I’m just waiting for my friends
But they never show up on time
Well nevermind. Me?
I’m doing fine ’cause I’m
All about that girl who passed by
And now I’m gonna make my move
She’s an A+ grade she got me like ooh wow
That girl is zexy!
Hi here I go again
I don’t even know your name
But we could be something great
So could i be so bold and ask you out someday?
 
Oh oh my I know what you like
When I walk walk by
I see you shy
There she goes
I strike a pose
KA-CHAW!
 
Won’t you play a game with me girl
Just tell me what’s your name and
I’ll get in touch with you
 
Oh oh my I know what you like
When I walk walk by
I see you shy